Day #17

Today it has been a day filled with all kind of feelings for me, or maybe drama.
I dislike drama and well, I'll try explain some about the day:

It started yesterday at evening, me and my GF went to bed at 10pm. We talked some and came into that I might some weekend wanna be home chilling (because I have been at her place EVERY weekend since beginning of 2012).
 THAT made her sad, she told me I'm mean and we small argued until she got quiet, and a while later she fell asleep.
It took me about 2 hours until I fell asleep.


In the morning I thought it was alright, but it wasn't. She took up the topic again and told me she got sad/hurted.
This somehow made me very angry, I felt blamed for nothing. And felt that I wasn't able to make my own choices.

I packed my bags and told her that I'm always bad to her, and that I'm leaving right now.
So I left and after that she texted me ofc. So had some communication over text message.
After an hour it felt quite ok between us.

Now in evening I sent her text message asking what she's up to, 2 hours later I get answer that she watching series. And that she still have some clumb.
So we texting some now, and no idea if it's alright or not.