Bedtime: 00-01am
Final wakeup: 9am?
Supplements: 150mg L-theanine
The dream:
I was coming home to my dads house, on the hatrack I see a black dusty animal, looked like a gerbil that had scratched the fur and tail.
I thought it was my gerbil named Imagination who is black like this one was.
I went to the office where I have the gerbils, and I see the cage is open. I thought that they must have escaped all around house.
I tried to look into the cage if there are any gerbils there, but as I couldn't see anyone I dropped down the gerbil(?) I just had catched on the hatrack.
Suddenly I see my both gerbils Polly and Imagination in the cage. That makes me know that this black thing I just dropped in, doesn't really belong there.
So I hunted it with my hand in the cage and took it out.
There dream ends
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Dream Journal #16
Yesterdays dream!
Bedtime: 2am
First wakeup: 7am
Final wakeup: 11am
Supplements: nothing
Had a false awaking, also 2 dreams, but kind of forgot 1 of the dream, so it more like fragment now maybe.
The dream:
My girlfriends orange cat (named Skorpan) was attacking me, he held his teeth in my hand and didn't let me go. It was on the bed, and I went up but he kept holding in and I shouted to him to get off.
The false awaking:
I woke up from bed and saw my girlfriend near the computer (as she had gone up to while I kept sleeping earlier). The bed was a meter away from the wall (as we not have it now). I told my girlfriend about the dream with her grandpa (the fragment I'd), but then I thought her grandpa is dead or something and was stunned with the words and changed my mind I wouldn't mention him.
And well, then I woke up for real and at first I layed in bed for a few seconds before I told my girlfriend I had another dream now about Skorpan.
She was asking me what other?
So then I noticed that it been a false awaking. Read More!
Bedtime: 2am
First wakeup: 7am
Final wakeup: 11am
Supplements: nothing
Had a false awaking, also 2 dreams, but kind of forgot 1 of the dream, so it more like fragment now maybe.
The dream:
My girlfriends orange cat (named Skorpan) was attacking me, he held his teeth in my hand and didn't let me go. It was on the bed, and I went up but he kept holding in and I shouted to him to get off.
The false awaking:
I woke up from bed and saw my girlfriend near the computer (as she had gone up to while I kept sleeping earlier). The bed was a meter away from the wall (as we not have it now). I told my girlfriend about the dream with her grandpa (the fragment I'd), but then I thought her grandpa is dead or something and was stunned with the words and changed my mind I wouldn't mention him.
And well, then I woke up for real and at first I layed in bed for a few seconds before I told my girlfriend I had another dream now about Skorpan.
She was asking me what other?
So then I noticed that it been a false awaking. Read More!
Dream Journal #15
Bedtime: 2:10 am
First wakeup: 9:40 am (by alarm I can't remember)
Final wakeup: 10:40 am
Supplement: 50mg L-theanine (for first time)
UFO ATTACK! dream:
My friend (Mattias) asked me to join him and many others for a party outside near a forest. I was unsure from beginnng but then I said alright.
We went there, I'd bringed my systemcamera with me that I'd put in my backpack.
The people there was from my previous schools. I met the old buddy Björn and we 3 (björn, mattias and me) walked around the place.
Then suddenly my mum called me on the phone, at first I wanted to ignore it but she didn't stop call so I answered. She asked how it's going and what we're doing and about when I will get home, also about what clothes I'm wearing. I told her I don't know when we'll be home and that I'm wearing my t-shirt and shorts, told her also that it's not so cold outside.
A moment later I told her that I wanna take a picture of the sky, as I saw something very beautiful. I told Mattias to look up in the sky and take pictures, so he did. I told mum bye and kiss to not be rude by the rush of ending call. Then I used my phones camera to take pictures of the sky. What was so beautiful in the sky, the sun was behind clouds and made nice colors BUT it also looked like ice crystals to the right of it.
Well, after taking a few pictures with our phone we were gonna move on. But a few seconds later people started to stop UFO's. Probably about 30 UFO's had arrived in the air circuling around. I was chocked, and so was other people too, because those UFO's was exactly like all the youtube video, it made the exact sound and looked the same. They'd a white and transparent look somehow.
People started to run to the forest and so did we. The weather started to change very sudden, it became dark and windy. People was laying and sitting in the grass. Myself was total laying in the grass trying to connect my phone so I could upload the photo and also write that we're seeing UFO's.
Then after a while of trying but no success I got up from my laying position and walked to most of the other people that had setup their laptops. But they seemed to have problem with connection too, and some did just sit there with their computer turned off.
There was also a road near the place, so people took their cars and drove home. Me, Mattias, Björn and other people were still left and didn't know where to go, as we suddenly didn't have any car.
And there somewhere it ends.
Fragment:
I was at my GF's place around appartments and there was a crazy guy that was shooting at us. No idea why he did, but he wanted us gone. Read More!
First wakeup: 9:40 am (by alarm I can't remember)
Final wakeup: 10:40 am
Supplement: 50mg L-theanine (for first time)
UFO ATTACK! dream:
My friend (Mattias) asked me to join him and many others for a party outside near a forest. I was unsure from beginnng but then I said alright.
We went there, I'd bringed my systemcamera with me that I'd put in my backpack.
The people there was from my previous schools. I met the old buddy Björn and we 3 (björn, mattias and me) walked around the place.
Then suddenly my mum called me on the phone, at first I wanted to ignore it but she didn't stop call so I answered. She asked how it's going and what we're doing and about when I will get home, also about what clothes I'm wearing. I told her I don't know when we'll be home and that I'm wearing my t-shirt and shorts, told her also that it's not so cold outside.
A moment later I told her that I wanna take a picture of the sky, as I saw something very beautiful. I told Mattias to look up in the sky and take pictures, so he did. I told mum bye and kiss to not be rude by the rush of ending call. Then I used my phones camera to take pictures of the sky. What was so beautiful in the sky, the sun was behind clouds and made nice colors BUT it also looked like ice crystals to the right of it.
Well, after taking a few pictures with our phone we were gonna move on. But a few seconds later people started to stop UFO's. Probably about 30 UFO's had arrived in the air circuling around. I was chocked, and so was other people too, because those UFO's was exactly like all the youtube video, it made the exact sound and looked the same. They'd a white and transparent look somehow.
People started to run to the forest and so did we. The weather started to change very sudden, it became dark and windy. People was laying and sitting in the grass. Myself was total laying in the grass trying to connect my phone so I could upload the photo and also write that we're seeing UFO's.
Then after a while of trying but no success I got up from my laying position and walked to most of the other people that had setup their laptops. But they seemed to have problem with connection too, and some did just sit there with their computer turned off.
There was also a road near the place, so people took their cars and drove home. Me, Mattias, Björn and other people were still left and didn't know where to go, as we suddenly didn't have any car.
And there somewhere it ends.
Fragment:
I was at my GF's place around appartments and there was a crazy guy that was shooting at us. No idea why he did, but he wanted us gone. Read More!
Dream Journal #14
Alright, today I'd a dream! Also yesterday evening I was ordering L-theanin, so I'll get it probably tomorrow or thursday.
Bedtime: 2am
First wakeup: around 9am?
-dream occur-
Final wakeup: 11:30am
Supplaments: 2 of B75
The dream:
I was in a hotel with my dad and probably more people. My dad had a air rifle that I tried out.
Then when I'd got bored of it, I walked around in the hotel, I walked upstairs and met kids that spoke spanish.
Then suddenly I heard somebody say that lava is coming. So I watched out the window and saw lava coming.
I started to run higher up on the hotel as I also started to write my last tweet on Twitter.
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Bedtime: 2am
First wakeup: around 9am?
-dream occur-
Final wakeup: 11:30am
Supplaments: 2 of B75
The dream:
I was in a hotel with my dad and probably more people. My dad had a air rifle that I tried out.
Then when I'd got bored of it, I walked around in the hotel, I walked upstairs and met kids that spoke spanish.
Then suddenly I heard somebody say that lava is coming. So I watched out the window and saw lava coming.
I started to run higher up on the hotel as I also started to write my last tweet on Twitter.
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Dream Journal #13
I'm sorry. I kind of lost the motivation as I didn't had any recalls lately. 2 days ago I'd a recall though and this is what I written down on dreamviews dreamjournal.
Sleeptime: around 1am? after Sweden had won ESC
First wokeup: 04:30
Second wokeup: 06:40 - wrote down the dream
Final wakeup: 10am?
Supplament: Nothing
The dream:
So, justin bieber were coming to Sweden, to some place. Me and my family were there ready, and knew that in a few moments JB will come by. I had the systemcamera with me so I could try take pictures of him.
A while later he did come, by the balcon way.. He'd some kind of trampoline and jumped up and down. I was like the only one on the balcon, he saw me and I told him to get closer so I could take photos etc.
When he came closer I reached out my hand and we made a highfive.
I then started take a few pictures, and also made another high five
Later the other people came on the balcon, or well just a few. JB and 2 other famous artists (looked like somebodies from harry potter movie) were on the balcon. There was a small girl who was crazy about JB.
I took more photos and also filmed, I'd in mind to show one of my internet buddies who are supercrazy about bieber.
Later we went inside the house, it looked kinda luxery, and looked almost like christmas, with all furnitures and decoration etc. Some sat down around TV room and watched TV or did something with their phones.
I followed bieber around the houses as he also asked for his dog named Emil, if he was still outside (which he also was).
Then I went the TV room/living room where everybody else were and I thought of update status on facebook telling people I'm hanging out with justin bieber. Read More!
Sleeptime: around 1am? after Sweden had won ESC
First wokeup: 04:30
Second wokeup: 06:40 - wrote down the dream
Final wakeup: 10am?
Supplament: Nothing
The dream:
So, justin bieber were coming to Sweden, to some place. Me and my family were there ready, and knew that in a few moments JB will come by. I had the systemcamera with me so I could try take pictures of him.
A while later he did come, by the balcon way.. He'd some kind of trampoline and jumped up and down. I was like the only one on the balcon, he saw me and I told him to get closer so I could take photos etc.
When he came closer I reached out my hand and we made a highfive.
I then started take a few pictures, and also made another high five
Later the other people came on the balcon, or well just a few. JB and 2 other famous artists (looked like somebodies from harry potter movie) were on the balcon. There was a small girl who was crazy about JB.
I took more photos and also filmed, I'd in mind to show one of my internet buddies who are supercrazy about bieber.
Later we went inside the house, it looked kinda luxery, and looked almost like christmas, with all furnitures and decoration etc. Some sat down around TV room and watched TV or did something with their phones.
I followed bieber around the houses as he also asked for his dog named Emil, if he was still outside (which he also was).
Then I went the TV room/living room where everybody else were and I thought of update status on facebook telling people I'm hanging out with justin bieber. Read More!
Dream Journal #12
One fragment today
Bedtime: 1am
Final wakeup: 9:30am
Supplemenets: B75 vitamin (I almost take it everyday anyway)
The fragment:
A guy wrote to me at Twitter asked me how I am feeling.
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Bedtime: 1am
Final wakeup: 9:30am
Supplemenets: B75 vitamin (I almost take it everyday anyway)
The fragment:
A guy wrote to me at Twitter asked me how I am feeling.
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Dream Journal #10
Sleeptimes
Went bed: 1am?
Went bed: 1am?
First wakeup: 7-8am?
Final wakeup: 9:30am
Supplements: B75 vitamin
The dream:
Me and my girlfriend were in 'Big Brothers' TV show. And as in this years Big Brother, Hanna Widerstedt was in.
When me and my GF went to bed, Hanna came and jumped between us and told she'll sleep there. She was quite annoying.
At the morning she were still between us and she seemed to sleep all naked.
Well, we went up and later that day we were on a balcon. It was my grandma & grandpas house. I was unsure that it could hold us all, that we might fall down. I was on the corner of the balcon, like the others.
Hanna told me that ofc it will fall down if everybody stands on the same place, so I moved to another place on the balconhouse (well it was a roof over etc).
Me and Hanna started talk later some, while we walked to the sleeping hall place, I asked her how she got the domain name of her website (she has her lastname as her websitename). She first didn't hear or understand, so I asked if her domain was free from the beginning, and she said it was, and that there's no many people with that lastname.
So, that's what I remember.
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Dream Journal #9
Alright, a dream today.
Sleeptime: 2am
Final wokeup: 11am
Supplements: Nothing
The dream:
I was with my girlfriend in an appartment, it was our own appartment I believe.
Still I'd no job or school, but was gonna call and ask a woman that works on the school and she would help me.
So at the evening I was so tired, I was on my computer and then I went to sleep. I woke up and didn't see my girlfriend, I wondered where she is.
Though I went outside because I'd stuffs to do. First I texted that woman and asked over text if she got time to help me now. Even though I though of have a walk to that school and meet her up, but to be sure I sent text message anyway.
Then I started to text my girlfriend, asked her where she is and that I didn't see her yesterday night and morning.
She texted me back that she has been playing GSM at the night and morning, so she been home by the computer! and I had probably not seen her.
So well I kept on walking through the city or wherever I was, to get some stuff, and then head off towards the school/local where I knew that woman were.
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Sleeptime: 2am
Final wokeup: 11am
Supplements: Nothing
The dream:
I was with my girlfriend in an appartment, it was our own appartment I believe.
Still I'd no job or school, but was gonna call and ask a woman that works on the school and she would help me.
So at the evening I was so tired, I was on my computer and then I went to sleep. I woke up and didn't see my girlfriend, I wondered where she is.
Though I went outside because I'd stuffs to do. First I texted that woman and asked over text if she got time to help me now. Even though I though of have a walk to that school and meet her up, but to be sure I sent text message anyway.
Then I started to text my girlfriend, asked her where she is and that I didn't see her yesterday night and morning.
She texted me back that she has been playing GSM at the night and morning, so she been home by the computer! and I had probably not seen her.
So well I kept on walking through the city or wherever I was, to get some stuff, and then head off towards the school/local where I knew that woman were.
And that's what I can remember from the dream. Read More!
Dream Journal #8
Alright, one dream.
Bedtime: 3am
First wakeup: 8am (by alarm, barely remember it)
Second wakeup: 11am?
Final wakeup: 1pm
Supplaments: B75 vitamin
Dream occured probably between the 8am and 11am time, as I were up around 11am and written down in notepad. It was so bright so I barely saw what I wrote down.
Now I'll try read the text and write what I also still remember of the dream.
The dream:
I was in some sort of café/club with levels below, like basements that was secret.
Me, my friend, my GF with her two cats and probably some more people were walking through the secret paths. We knew somehow that they were bad people, so we were carefull when we walked around and explored around.
Natalie from Cascada were one of the bad people, we passed by the place where she seemed to live, it was deep underground from the cofé entré.
Then suddenly we met someone of our team, it was a girl who had dressed out like my GF's cat named Indie. She were going upstairs to the cofé or somewhere. We told her to be careful so they don't detect where she comes from.
We kept going around and suddenly we came to some bottom place where we was detected somehow.
There was weapon machines that everybody in our team jumped in. I tried to get in but it seemed like somebody already was in it. But then I saw an empty one, but it still didn't work. My friend then told me that I've to press E to get in.. like it was some game.
However, the machine seemed to be too small anyway, so I skipped it.
Those machines was made of wood and metal, and they had a machine gun and they could move on the sides and maybe back + fourth too.
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Bedtime: 3am
First wakeup: 8am (by alarm, barely remember it)
Second wakeup: 11am?
Final wakeup: 1pm
Supplaments: B75 vitamin
Dream occured probably between the 8am and 11am time, as I were up around 11am and written down in notepad. It was so bright so I barely saw what I wrote down.
Now I'll try read the text and write what I also still remember of the dream.
The dream:
I was in some sort of café/club with levels below, like basements that was secret.
Me, my friend, my GF with her two cats and probably some more people were walking through the secret paths. We knew somehow that they were bad people, so we were carefull when we walked around and explored around.
Natalie from Cascada were one of the bad people, we passed by the place where she seemed to live, it was deep underground from the cofé entré.
Then suddenly we met someone of our team, it was a girl who had dressed out like my GF's cat named Indie. She were going upstairs to the cofé or somewhere. We told her to be careful so they don't detect where she comes from.
We kept going around and suddenly we came to some bottom place where we was detected somehow.
There was weapon machines that everybody in our team jumped in. I tried to get in but it seemed like somebody already was in it. But then I saw an empty one, but it still didn't work. My friend then told me that I've to press E to get in.. like it was some game.
However, the machine seemed to be too small anyway, so I skipped it.
Those machines was made of wood and metal, and they had a machine gun and they could move on the sides and maybe back + fourth too.
And then I don't remember anything more. Read More!
Day #18
Todayyyy I woke up around 9am, no recall at all. That kid who use to "speak" loudly (screaming etc), were in the house.
So as always, on with the computer, checking facebook, mail, irc, msn, flashback, dreamviews. Yeah, that's most of the stuffs I go to. Sometimes into news sites too.
As I got phonecall yesterday evening when I was searching job, that I'd meeting 12 today, I was ready right after 11am. Went into the city where I waited, didn't really find where they sat until they called me, and time was like 7 min over 12 then.
Took about 10 min of talking, then done and they told me they'll call me and let me know if I get to test work with them.
I headed to the specsavers where I bought that liquid thing to my contact lenses. Plus went to dollarstore to buy some sweets, that got empty for some minute ago.
Then I headed home.
Once at home I were on the computer some. Then dinner, and then asked dad if he could help me later or someday with the bike, so I can start use it. But well I didn't get help today, he and his girlfriend went somewhere.
Since then been on the computer.
I been on omegle and had fun chatting with random people, some from Sweden. One guy from same city.
Oh well, I might take a shower soon, maybe. And then get ready to bed. Or maybe I do that in maybe 1-2 hours from now.
Depends what I find to do now/soon. I'm quite so bored.
Those people I were on job interview, told me they would call me this evening. But they haven't, so I suppose that I didn't even get a chance to try their work. Sucks.
Well, night. Read More!
So as always, on with the computer, checking facebook, mail, irc, msn, flashback, dreamviews. Yeah, that's most of the stuffs I go to. Sometimes into news sites too.
As I got phonecall yesterday evening when I was searching job, that I'd meeting 12 today, I was ready right after 11am. Went into the city where I waited, didn't really find where they sat until they called me, and time was like 7 min over 12 then.
Took about 10 min of talking, then done and they told me they'll call me and let me know if I get to test work with them.
I headed to the specsavers where I bought that liquid thing to my contact lenses. Plus went to dollarstore to buy some sweets, that got empty for some minute ago.
Then I headed home.
Once at home I were on the computer some. Then dinner, and then asked dad if he could help me later or someday with the bike, so I can start use it. But well I didn't get help today, he and his girlfriend went somewhere.
Since then been on the computer.
I been on omegle and had fun chatting with random people, some from Sweden. One guy from same city.
Oh well, I might take a shower soon, maybe. And then get ready to bed. Or maybe I do that in maybe 1-2 hours from now.
Depends what I find to do now/soon. I'm quite so bored.
Those people I were on job interview, told me they would call me this evening. But they haven't, so I suppose that I didn't even get a chance to try their work. Sucks.
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Day #17
Today it has been a day filled with all kind of feelings for me, or maybe drama.
I dislike drama and well, I'll try explain some about the day:
It started yesterday at evening, me and my GF went to bed at 10pm. We talked some and came into that I might some weekend wanna be home chilling (because I have been at her place EVERY weekend since beginning of 2012).
THAT made her sad, she told me I'm mean and we small argued until she got quiet, and a while later she fell asleep.
It took me about 2 hours until I fell asleep.
In the morning I thought it was alright, but it wasn't. She took up the topic again and told me she got sad/hurted.
This somehow made me very angry, I felt blamed for nothing. And felt that I wasn't able to make my own choices.
I packed my bags and told her that I'm always bad to her, and that I'm leaving right now.
So I left and after that she texted me ofc. So had some communication over text message.
After an hour it felt quite ok between us.
Now in evening I sent her text message asking what she's up to, 2 hours later I get answer that she watching series. And that she still have some clumb.
So we texting some now, and no idea if it's alright or not. Read More!
I dislike drama and well, I'll try explain some about the day:
It started yesterday at evening, me and my GF went to bed at 10pm. We talked some and came into that I might some weekend wanna be home chilling (because I have been at her place EVERY weekend since beginning of 2012).
THAT made her sad, she told me I'm mean and we small argued until she got quiet, and a while later she fell asleep.
It took me about 2 hours until I fell asleep.
In the morning I thought it was alright, but it wasn't. She took up the topic again and told me she got sad/hurted.
This somehow made me very angry, I felt blamed for nothing. And felt that I wasn't able to make my own choices.
I packed my bags and told her that I'm always bad to her, and that I'm leaving right now.
So I left and after that she texted me ofc. So had some communication over text message.
After an hour it felt quite ok between us.
Now in evening I sent her text message asking what she's up to, 2 hours later I get answer that she watching series. And that she still have some clumb.
So we texting some now, and no idea if it's alright or not. Read More!
Dream Journal #7
Alright, I'll write down all dreams & fragments I remember from the week.
The media school dream:
I'd just started a new school, about media. It looked like my previous school, but still different.
We were walking around with a teacher that showed us around, and then we had lunch.
The lunch were at same place as my previous school, but there was stairs above, so people were sitting on the staircase while eating. It was quite hard to walk by them.
Then I met my dad outside and we talked some, I also noticed I'd pink socks with hearts on my feets. But I thought it didn't matter that much.
The harry p place
I was at some place, looked like some parking place. I knew somehow I was in some harry potter scene. I knew it was a release at year 2007. Then somehow a flood of water came by.
Fragment:
Me and my GF were at my dads home (where I live). And she had forgot an iron handle or something.
That was dreams/fragments from the past days.
Here comes what I'd today
Todays dream:
My GF was at my house. We were up late and my dad was already sleeping.
We were in my room where I'd alot of stuffs everywhere.
Suddenly my GF got mad at me because I'd broken comic books, but I told her as it was, that I've got them from my sister and that's why it is. But she didn't want to listen, instead she went out from the room and went to my sisters old room.
I then heard other people coming into the house, it was some guys and I got abit worried.
Then I heard her taking pills, so I walked outside around the kitchen where I saw her with some guy, she said "Oh hi" or something similar. I just passed by them and went into my room again.
I prepared to go sleep, putted away stuffs from my bed and putted on a blanket in front of the window so it would be so light when waking up.
Time was 11pm and I set time on 7am.
But even though I went up again, met my GF in the laundry room where she rided me.
Weird dream, seems like it was alright at the end though.
SUPPLAMENTS on todays dream: B75 vitamin
Time of sleep: 00:00 - 07:40 Read More!
The media school dream:
I'd just started a new school, about media. It looked like my previous school, but still different.
We were walking around with a teacher that showed us around, and then we had lunch.
The lunch were at same place as my previous school, but there was stairs above, so people were sitting on the staircase while eating. It was quite hard to walk by them.
Then I met my dad outside and we talked some, I also noticed I'd pink socks with hearts on my feets. But I thought it didn't matter that much.
The harry p place
I was at some place, looked like some parking place. I knew somehow I was in some harry potter scene. I knew it was a release at year 2007. Then somehow a flood of water came by.
Fragment:
Me and my GF were at my dads home (where I live). And she had forgot an iron handle or something.
That was dreams/fragments from the past days.
Here comes what I'd today
Todays dream:
My GF was at my house. We were up late and my dad was already sleeping.
We were in my room where I'd alot of stuffs everywhere.
Suddenly my GF got mad at me because I'd broken comic books, but I told her as it was, that I've got them from my sister and that's why it is. But she didn't want to listen, instead she went out from the room and went to my sisters old room.
I then heard other people coming into the house, it was some guys and I got abit worried.
Then I heard her taking pills, so I walked outside around the kitchen where I saw her with some guy, she said "Oh hi" or something similar. I just passed by them and went into my room again.
I prepared to go sleep, putted away stuffs from my bed and putted on a blanket in front of the window so it would be so light when waking up.
Time was 11pm and I set time on 7am.
But even though I went up again, met my GF in the laundry room where she rided me.
Weird dream, seems like it was alright at the end though.
SUPPLAMENTS on todays dream: B75 vitamin
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Day #16 - previous days
Alright, the previous days I haven't been posting anything on the blog. Reason is lazy and busy. Two days I've been going bed around 10pm (and I use to write a post around 11pm).
It also feels like I got less dreams when I write about my days. As like previous days now, I've got dreams when I did not write my days at the end of my day. But when I did do it, my recall were really bad.
So I'll see if I continue doing that, maybe I keep trying and testing if it gets better.
So the weekend that was, I've been at my GF's place as I always been since the new year.
We have been at city, watched a half movie, been on the computers, deliver reclame for last time, etc.
Things that always use to happend.
Later today I'll write about my dreams I'd written down. One yesterday and one today.
I will also write in the end of the day about my day.
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Day #15
So, this day 15, that was yesterday actually, had no time to write in the evening.
I went to my GF and she went to bed 10pm because she had to wake up about 7am, so I went to bed aswell. So no blog post yesterday, as I use always to write around 11pm.
Anyway, that day nothing much happened really.
I was waking up at home, was on the computer. Then at daytime went to city to go dinner with my GF, my GF's mum, and my mum. We ate chinese buffé thing.
And then we went to my dads house again. I fixed the gerbils cage, cleaned it out etc while my GF played with them.
And then we went to her. Read More!
I went to my GF and she went to bed 10pm because she had to wake up about 7am, so I went to bed aswell. So no blog post yesterday, as I use always to write around 11pm.
Anyway, that day nothing much happened really.
I was waking up at home, was on the computer. Then at daytime went to city to go dinner with my GF, my GF's mum, and my mum. We ate chinese buffé thing.
And then we went to my dads house again. I fixed the gerbils cage, cleaned it out etc while my GF played with them.
And then we went to her. Read More!
Dream Journal #6
Finally a dream.. or actually 2 dreams! (recalled another one while writing the first one).
Bedtime: 3am
1st woke up: 8am?
Final woke up: 10am
Supplements: NONE
The dream:
I was entering a house and went to a room with a sofa and a TV. I watched to the right of me and saw a familiar face in another room.
It was Joe from big brother 2012 Sweden. I called on him and he came up to me and asked me what I want.
I told him I like him cus he was cool (which was/is a lie). I started to talk with him and kind of told him that I've added him on Facebook but he haven't accepted, and that he seems to accept only girls.
He then somehow suddenly told me to suck his pen15, he took it out his pants and almost showed it in my mouth, but missed.
I went up on my feets and kind of told him that I don't want it and then we started talk about something involving computers.
He was walking away for a while and I saw my chance to take my computer that I'd with me, and ran away from that room.
The other dream:
I arrived to a school, or whatever it was. It almost looked like a library, but with no books. Instead of books it was some tables and a few computers.
I sat down at a table and put my laptop on there. However somehow I didn't feel comfortable there, so I standed up, grabbed my laptop and walked somewhere else.
I found a room where I saw Saga (old classmate), she told me that the computers you place there require to set password.
I thought "oh, that's great, then I can feel safe that nobody will steal my computer if I left it".
But, when Saga was putting on the password at her computer, it loaded in Windows 95 or whatever it was.
Instantly I said "Or well, I rather have it unsafe than use that crap version. it doesn't even have photoshop on".
I walked away and then my dream recall ended. Read More!
Bedtime: 3am
1st woke up: 8am?
Final woke up: 10am
Supplements: NONE
The dream:
I was entering a house and went to a room with a sofa and a TV. I watched to the right of me and saw a familiar face in another room.
It was Joe from big brother 2012 Sweden. I called on him and he came up to me and asked me what I want.
I told him I like him cus he was cool (which was/is a lie). I started to talk with him and kind of told him that I've added him on Facebook but he haven't accepted, and that he seems to accept only girls.
He then somehow suddenly told me to suck his pen15, he took it out his pants and almost showed it in my mouth, but missed.
I went up on my feets and kind of told him that I don't want it and then we started talk about something involving computers.
He was walking away for a while and I saw my chance to take my computer that I'd with me, and ran away from that room.
The other dream:
I arrived to a school, or whatever it was. It almost looked like a library, but with no books. Instead of books it was some tables and a few computers.
I sat down at a table and put my laptop on there. However somehow I didn't feel comfortable there, so I standed up, grabbed my laptop and walked somewhere else.
I found a room where I saw Saga (old classmate), she told me that the computers you place there require to set password.
I thought "oh, that's great, then I can feel safe that nobody will steal my computer if I left it".
But, when Saga was putting on the password at her computer, it loaded in Windows 95 or whatever it was.
Instantly I said "Or well, I rather have it unsafe than use that crap version. it doesn't even have photoshop on".
I walked away and then my dream recall ended. Read More!
Day #14
Oh oh! I'd no time to write yesterday night. I started with my associations/unions website. Re-installed Wordpress and installed a new theme. However, the theme ain't very good.. it got a kind great style, BUT it doesn't got the functions right. It's kind of old theme so that may be why. I'll probably find a better one later today or another day.
So well, what I did that day, was not very much.
At the mornings I was on the computer as always, but around daytime I got bored. It was sunny outside and I felt like going outside. Specially when I saw a coca cola in the fridge. Felt like summer and I just wanted something to drink etc. So I bought a dr pepper.
Later I went outside with my camera. I thought of take photos of my place here around, and then possible photomanipulate.
But it didn't turn out so, when I was in the centrum I went up abit toward the bus stop, because I wanted some pictures on the centrum.
I then saw the bus was coming, and I thought why not go city.
So I jumped on the bus and had a ride to the city.
Once in city I was thinking what shall I take photos on? So I started walk against a playground/park with statues and other stuffs.
But once I arrived there, it started to snow/rain (it was like a mix of it).
So I couldn¨t take so much photos. Anyway, I felt hungry as I hadn't eat anything, so I took a meal on Max.
And then headed home.
Once home was on computer and did all sort of things as I use to do.
Saw two and a half men and the simpsons.
Oh I also tried to check in my association/union to the centrum, so when going into facebook checkins, people will see it and they can check in aswell.
However, I can't connect it to my fanpage, as I need proof that I'm having my place there and it's quite impossible so.
Anyway, I'll publish the dream journal I'd at morning -> Read More!
So well, what I did that day, was not very much.
At the mornings I was on the computer as always, but around daytime I got bored. It was sunny outside and I felt like going outside. Specially when I saw a coca cola in the fridge. Felt like summer and I just wanted something to drink etc. So I bought a dr pepper.
Later I went outside with my camera. I thought of take photos of my place here around, and then possible photomanipulate.
But it didn't turn out so, when I was in the centrum I went up abit toward the bus stop, because I wanted some pictures on the centrum.
I then saw the bus was coming, and I thought why not go city.
So I jumped on the bus and had a ride to the city.
Once in city I was thinking what shall I take photos on? So I started walk against a playground/park with statues and other stuffs.
But once I arrived there, it started to snow/rain (it was like a mix of it).
So I couldn¨t take so much photos. Anyway, I felt hungry as I hadn't eat anything, so I took a meal on Max.
And then headed home.
Once home was on computer and did all sort of things as I use to do.
Saw two and a half men and the simpsons.
Oh I also tried to check in my association/union to the centrum, so when going into facebook checkins, people will see it and they can check in aswell.
However, I can't connect it to my fanpage, as I need proof that I'm having my place there and it's quite impossible so.
Anyway, I'll publish the dream journal I'd at morning -> Read More!
Day #13
Alright, I'd no dream recall even though I'd been taking a B75 pill.
It feels like my recall is just very bad lately, like I'd more recalls for a month ago. And that when I drink alcohol my recall becomes good..
Well, today (or yesterday, as now time's over 00:00 again).
Went to bed around 01:30 yesterday?
I woke up first at 3am, that my GF's mums friend (male) was plinging on the doorbell to the appartment. Me and my GF woke up and I asked if I shall go open but she thought that he didn't have to because it was not respect that he plinged as much as he was doing or something.. and that he prob was drunk.
So we let it be and it stopped after a few minutes.
Then we woke up at around 10-11am, Went to the computer, ate some lunch etc.
Around 2pm I was going to be ready for go home, but took me until 3:30pm until I really could go. Because my GF wanted me to join her in the shower, but first she wanted to eat while watching a serie, and that took 1 hour to do.
Then after shower they discovered they got laundary time, so I helped he with bringing down the stuffs etc, packed my stuffs I'd left and then I went home to my dad.
Once I was home, I went to store to get a dr pepper and some sourcream+onion rings, cus I really felt like it.
I ate a few while sitting on the computer, until dad and his girl came home.
They made dinner, it was yummy.
Then been on computer since then, been watching YT videos about third eye and stuffs like that.
Been doing all normal tings I use to do.
I also have contacted the place in the city I live in, they got a website and a facebook fanpage. And I wish to team with them, with my association/union.
Oh well, that's kind of it. Hopefully I get answer tomorrow from my place or/and from the girl where I can register it to a official association/union. As for now we ain't registered, but we are able to do so Iguess.
Going to bed soon, and I'll probably take a B75 pill before bed.
Tomorrow I'll try the SAT technique even harder, as I kind of total forgot it the previous days.
Maybe going for a quick shower now and then back to computer a while, and in 30-60 min bed.
Night Read More!
It feels like my recall is just very bad lately, like I'd more recalls for a month ago. And that when I drink alcohol my recall becomes good..
Well, today (or yesterday, as now time's over 00:00 again).
Went to bed around 01:30 yesterday?
I woke up first at 3am, that my GF's mums friend (male) was plinging on the doorbell to the appartment. Me and my GF woke up and I asked if I shall go open but she thought that he didn't have to because it was not respect that he plinged as much as he was doing or something.. and that he prob was drunk.
So we let it be and it stopped after a few minutes.
Then we woke up at around 10-11am, Went to the computer, ate some lunch etc.
Around 2pm I was going to be ready for go home, but took me until 3:30pm until I really could go. Because my GF wanted me to join her in the shower, but first she wanted to eat while watching a serie, and that took 1 hour to do.
Then after shower they discovered they got laundary time, so I helped he with bringing down the stuffs etc, packed my stuffs I'd left and then I went home to my dad.
Once I was home, I went to store to get a dr pepper and some sourcream+onion rings, cus I really felt like it.
I ate a few while sitting on the computer, until dad and his girl came home.
They made dinner, it was yummy.
Then been on computer since then, been watching YT videos about third eye and stuffs like that.
Been doing all normal tings I use to do.
I also have contacted the place in the city I live in, they got a website and a facebook fanpage. And I wish to team with them, with my association/union.
Oh well, that's kind of it. Hopefully I get answer tomorrow from my place or/and from the girl where I can register it to a official association/union. As for now we ain't registered, but we are able to do so Iguess.
Going to bed soon, and I'll probably take a B75 pill before bed.
Tomorrow I'll try the SAT technique even harder, as I kind of total forgot it the previous days.
Maybe going for a quick shower now and then back to computer a while, and in 30-60 min bed.
Night Read More!
Day #12
I went to bed right after 3am last night. My idea was to wake up at 7:30 am to make a WBTB + SSILD attempt. But, ofc the little child on 3(?) years old have to run around in the house, make noises and everything. It felt like I'd no chance to go sleep again as my dad also interrupted when he came into my room asking for the systemcamera etc.
Anyway, I woke up even though I just had 4 hours sleep. Went to the computer and were there a couple of hours.
Around 1pm I went into the city to buy B75 vitamin and then be picked up by my GF and her mum.
After that been on the computer here in my GF's appartment, and been eating food with some other people. We got some celebration day today, with bonfires outside etc. So loads of people use to drink alcohol and eat good food etc.
I just had very little alcohol, just alittle bit of mintu and some sort of cider.
Then been watching a movie named "just go with it" on the computer, and soon time's 00:00, and I'm quite tired. Don't know for how long I'll stay up. But maybe 1 hour more or so?
I need to shower atleast. Read More!
Anyway, I woke up even though I just had 4 hours sleep. Went to the computer and were there a couple of hours.
Around 1pm I went into the city to buy B75 vitamin and then be picked up by my GF and her mum.
After that been on the computer here in my GF's appartment, and been eating food with some other people. We got some celebration day today, with bonfires outside etc. So loads of people use to drink alcohol and eat good food etc.
I just had very little alcohol, just alittle bit of mintu and some sort of cider.
Then been watching a movie named "just go with it" on the computer, and soon time's 00:00, and I'm quite tired. Don't know for how long I'll stay up. But maybe 1 hour more or so?
I need to shower atleast. Read More!
Day #11
Today I'd 3 dreams as already written in the dream journal, yay!
So, today I woke up whenever I woke up, around 9am or something.
Sat behind computer (in my girlfriends appartment ofc), wrote down the dreams into the blog and into my dream journal at dreamviews.
More than being on the computer, I've helped my GF with bathing her two cats. One of them is screaming while the other says nothing. Both however are kinda calm and allowing us to shower them. So that's good.
Sometime after 3pm I started to walk home, took about 1 hour to walk home. I took some photos and uploaded one on instagram, and was on the IRC with my phone while walking.
Once at home I went to the gerbils and feeded them plus re-new the water. Then went to the computer. (sounds like I'm some computer geek, maybe I am).
And well, then went to store to buy a Dr Pepper and started with food (macaroni and some sasauge named falukorv in my language, no idea in English).
Since then, been here on the computer improving my website, reading around on internet, chatting some on the IRC and with my friend and reading on dreamviews and google about supplaments etc.
I'll buy B75 vitamin I think, if tomorrow or another day. Depends on. I'll see.
Oh well well, gonna go bed in a few minutes maybe, or in a hour maybe? No idea.
Nights anyway Read More!
So, today I woke up whenever I woke up, around 9am or something.
Sat behind computer (in my girlfriends appartment ofc), wrote down the dreams into the blog and into my dream journal at dreamviews.
More than being on the computer, I've helped my GF with bathing her two cats. One of them is screaming while the other says nothing. Both however are kinda calm and allowing us to shower them. So that's good.
Sometime after 3pm I started to walk home, took about 1 hour to walk home. I took some photos and uploaded one on instagram, and was on the IRC with my phone while walking.
Once at home I went to the gerbils and feeded them plus re-new the water. Then went to the computer. (sounds like I'm some computer geek, maybe I am).
And well, then went to store to buy a Dr Pepper and started with food (macaroni and some sasauge named falukorv in my language, no idea in English).
Since then, been here on the computer improving my website, reading around on internet, chatting some on the IRC and with my friend and reading on dreamviews and google about supplaments etc.
I'll buy B75 vitamin I think, if tomorrow or another day. Depends on. I'll see.
Oh well well, gonna go bed in a few minutes maybe, or in a hour maybe? No idea.
Nights anyway Read More!
Dream Journal #5
Finally I remember something! I'd 3 dreams!
Bedtime: 11pm?
First wake up: 3am
Second wake up: 7am
Final wake up: 9am
Supplaments: Martini (alcohol)
The 1st dream(3am-7am):
I was with my girlfriend somewhere, in a house or somewhere. It was winter outside, snow and quite so dark. Me, my girlfriend, her dad and some other people were gonna take car somewhere.
They got dressed and went outside, I was still inside with their dog and wondered if the dog were gonna come with us.
However, I was taking the dog with me, but it seemed like it wouldn't come with us, as the car already were full.
But me and my girlfriend took another car and went to some cottage that seemed old.
We also didn't have any food to the dog, nor a leash so we can go out for a walk with the dog.
So we was wondering to head back home and get those stuffs.
Here recall/dream ended.
The 2nd dream(3am-7am):
Me and my GF were on a bus stop and were gonna head home to me.
Once the bus came I went to it, jumped on and beeped my card and walked to a seat near the window. I thought my GF had jumped on too, but when I watched out the window she still standed on the bus stop. The bus had arrived from behind her, and that's why she probably didn't see it.
The bus started to move and I'd no chance to stop it.
I took up my phone and were gonna call her, but my battery on phone were out.
Once arrived at home I hurried home (the bus was stopping near the football ground, which is about 50 meter from my home). At home I went to the office where we've the portable telephone. I walked toward to kitchen with it as I started my cellphone again to try see if I can checkup my GF's number.
Then my dad and his girl are there and asking me if we/I want sweets/candy.
I say yes and take some sweets from their bag and put it in a bowl (the thing dollarstore have). There was those blue delphin sweets, and some other sweets that was familiar but in yellow and red color.
I almost took all the sweets, so my dad told me to put all sweets in my bowl.
And there the recall/dream ended.
The 3rd dream (7am-9am):
I was in a caravan/trailer and sat on a seat. A dog was walking around and I picked it up so it was on the back, I then saw a cut. At first I didn't know if it really were a cut and if it was blood inside.
I standed up and looked around in the caravan/trailer and also saw a woman on the floor with blood all around.
And there I woke up by my GF poking my nose I guess. Read More!
Bedtime: 11pm?
First wake up: 3am
Second wake up: 7am
Final wake up: 9am
Supplaments: Martini (alcohol)
The 1st dream(3am-7am):
I was with my girlfriend somewhere, in a house or somewhere. It was winter outside, snow and quite so dark. Me, my girlfriend, her dad and some other people were gonna take car somewhere.
They got dressed and went outside, I was still inside with their dog and wondered if the dog were gonna come with us.
However, I was taking the dog with me, but it seemed like it wouldn't come with us, as the car already were full.
But me and my girlfriend took another car and went to some cottage that seemed old.
We also didn't have any food to the dog, nor a leash so we can go out for a walk with the dog.
So we was wondering to head back home and get those stuffs.
Here recall/dream ended.
The 2nd dream(3am-7am):
Me and my GF were on a bus stop and were gonna head home to me.
Once the bus came I went to it, jumped on and beeped my card and walked to a seat near the window. I thought my GF had jumped on too, but when I watched out the window she still standed on the bus stop. The bus had arrived from behind her, and that's why she probably didn't see it.
The bus started to move and I'd no chance to stop it.
I took up my phone and were gonna call her, but my battery on phone were out.
Once arrived at home I hurried home (the bus was stopping near the football ground, which is about 50 meter from my home). At home I went to the office where we've the portable telephone. I walked toward to kitchen with it as I started my cellphone again to try see if I can checkup my GF's number.
Then my dad and his girl are there and asking me if we/I want sweets/candy.
I say yes and take some sweets from their bag and put it in a bowl (the thing dollarstore have). There was those blue delphin sweets, and some other sweets that was familiar but in yellow and red color.
I almost took all the sweets, so my dad told me to put all sweets in my bowl.
And there the recall/dream ended.
The 3rd dream (7am-9am):
I was in a caravan/trailer and sat on a seat. A dog was walking around and I picked it up so it was on the back, I then saw a cut. At first I didn't know if it really were a cut and if it was blood inside.
I standed up and looked around in the caravan/trailer and also saw a woman on the floor with blood all around.
And there I woke up by my GF poking my nose I guess. Read More!
Day #10
No dream recall today, again.
Today I been working hard.
First I went to the city to look for B6 vitamins, that I want to increase my dreams vivid & lucid. However, they only had mixed B vitamins. So, I might order from the internet next week or so.
Then I went to buy a martini, alcohol drink.
After that I walked home and made the 'door drops'. Sharing out reclames to 64 appartment ports, means about 64*6 = 384 mailboxes. Probably over 400 as some ports had 9 doors/mailboxes.
That took me maybe 2 hours I guess? and that really felt in my legs.
After that been making dinner with my girlfriend, been on computer and drinking ,watching series (I watched the simpson and then the movie 'social network'). Quite great.
Now gonna go bed, not very drunk as I thought I would be by drinking.
Night Read More!
Today I been working hard.
First I went to the city to look for B6 vitamins, that I want to increase my dreams vivid & lucid. However, they only had mixed B vitamins. So, I might order from the internet next week or so.
Then I went to buy a martini, alcohol drink.
After that I walked home and made the 'door drops'. Sharing out reclames to 64 appartment ports, means about 64*6 = 384 mailboxes. Probably over 400 as some ports had 9 doors/mailboxes.
That took me maybe 2 hours I guess? and that really felt in my legs.
After that been making dinner with my girlfriend, been on computer and drinking ,watching series (I watched the simpson and then the movie 'social network'). Quite great.
Now gonna go bed, not very drunk as I thought I would be by drinking.
Night Read More!
Day #9
Today I'd one fragment, as written earlier today in this blog.
Alright, what I have I done today?
First I woke up, and forgot to make reality check as always >< (I just remember that I shall begin to make it a habit). Then being on the computer, as always.
Then at about 3pm got picked up by my GF and her mum, with their car. Went to stores, dollarstore for sweets etc, and other kind of stores.
Then took a drive-in on Max hamburger restaurant, where I always eat hamburger meals. We drove home and ate it, it happends very rare for me, I always use to eat inside the restaurant.
After that been doing laundary and sitting on computer. Watched a movie but after 45 min into the movie got bored of it so we went back to the computers.
Then now I've been looking for where I can buy B6 vitamins, for increasing the lucid dreams. I will get some the coming week or so. When I'm in the city again, if not tomorrow then on Monday probably. Because Sunday everything is closed I guess.
Now will be on the computer a while more, then sleep I guess.
Last week I were here at my GF's appartment, I had no recalls at all, but the week before that I'd an LD. So lets see where I come to this week. Read More!
Alright, what I have I done today?
First I woke up, and forgot to make reality check as always >< (I just remember that I shall begin to make it a habit). Then being on the computer, as always.
Then at about 3pm got picked up by my GF and her mum, with their car. Went to stores, dollarstore for sweets etc, and other kind of stores.
Then took a drive-in on Max hamburger restaurant, where I always eat hamburger meals. We drove home and ate it, it happends very rare for me, I always use to eat inside the restaurant.
After that been doing laundary and sitting on computer. Watched a movie but after 45 min into the movie got bored of it so we went back to the computers.
Then now I've been looking for where I can buy B6 vitamins, for increasing the lucid dreams. I will get some the coming week or so. When I'm in the city again, if not tomorrow then on Monday probably. Because Sunday everything is closed I guess.
Now will be on the computer a while more, then sleep I guess.
Last week I were here at my GF's appartment, I had no recalls at all, but the week before that I'd an LD. So lets see where I come to this week. Read More!
Dream Journal #4
Alright, today I'm sure I had a dream that my mind recalled when I woke up. BUT, again I was so f-king lazy so I kept sleeping! When I'm this tired at morning, it's hard for me to think that I want to be able to remember my dreams and shall then write down my dreams and try recall. Yet haven't learned me that, but I will.
Anyway, I woke up about 11am, now time's 1pm. And for some minutes ago I remember abit.
Atleast a fragment once again, could been a dream if I had woke up a few hours earlier when I was tired and continued to sleep.
Before the fragment
Has to tell about the story before I write about the fragment
It's a girl named Cecilia, who I know from my friend some months before new year. I hanged out with them in November and December, but after new year haven't been with them since then. And like a month later I joked about something, but they got angry and 'hurted', they blamed me and I just deleted them on Facebook.
The fragment:
Well, the only I remember is that she was in the dream. It was me, my friend, her and many other people. The enviroment felt like outside at evening.
Well, after this I sent her a text message from my new phone/number: "Sorry" (but in Swedish). She asked back: "Who?" (but in Swedish). But, cba answer back. If she would be interested to know she can check it up on internet. Read More!
Anyway, I woke up about 11am, now time's 1pm. And for some minutes ago I remember abit.
Atleast a fragment once again, could been a dream if I had woke up a few hours earlier when I was tired and continued to sleep.
Before the fragment
Has to tell about the story before I write about the fragment
It's a girl named Cecilia, who I know from my friend some months before new year. I hanged out with them in November and December, but after new year haven't been with them since then. And like a month later I joked about something, but they got angry and 'hurted', they blamed me and I just deleted them on Facebook.
The fragment:
Well, the only I remember is that she was in the dream. It was me, my friend, her and many other people. The enviroment felt like outside at evening.
Well, after this I sent her a text message from my new phone/number: "Sorry" (but in Swedish). She asked back: "Who?" (but in Swedish). But, cba answer back. If she would be interested to know she can check it up on internet. Read More!
Day #8
So, at morning I was lazy, I'm sure I'd a dream.. but as I continued lay in bed I forgot it.
Today, I woke up probably around 10-11am. But went to bed later than I thought, about 3am almost.
So, today I went to the city at 13:00, had job interview at 13:30, went quite ok. I'll see latest on Monday if it was success or not.
After that, went home.
Chilled on computer all since then. Been listen on music etc.
My friend made a logo for our company, quite alright but still not professional as I would like it. So I made an request on a site and offered $20 for a logo.
Well, I'll see if I get anyone interested. Might make it abit higher, to $30. Though I'm not very rich etc, so $20-$30 is anyway quite alot imo.
Now it's night. 01:20 am
I'll go bed soon.
Atm trying to make some logo in illustrator, doesn't go very well, but not too bad eighter.
oh, I also been eating 2 bananas, and I will eat one more now, the last one! I forgot to eat it, I would do it for like 30 min ago when I was back from shower.
Well brb.. alright I'm back now, took about 1-2 min. I was making the awareness thing, SAT technique. I have kind of forgot to make it today. I remember it when I was on the que at the store and performed it, looked around and was making reality check on text etc.
Oh well, gonna eat banana and drink water, and then in maybe 30 min I'm in bed, and hopefully I remember to make MILD.
Tomorrow (or well, today now) it's Friiiday! I'll go to my GF so, where I last week had no dreams at all, but the week before that had an LD. So, I'll see how my dreams will turn out this week there.
Niiights Read More!
Today, I woke up probably around 10-11am. But went to bed later than I thought, about 3am almost.
So, today I went to the city at 13:00, had job interview at 13:30, went quite ok. I'll see latest on Monday if it was success or not.
After that, went home.
Chilled on computer all since then. Been listen on music etc.
My friend made a logo for our company, quite alright but still not professional as I would like it. So I made an request on a site and offered $20 for a logo.
Well, I'll see if I get anyone interested. Might make it abit higher, to $30. Though I'm not very rich etc, so $20-$30 is anyway quite alot imo.
Now it's night. 01:20 am
I'll go bed soon.
Atm trying to make some logo in illustrator, doesn't go very well, but not too bad eighter.
oh, I also been eating 2 bananas, and I will eat one more now, the last one! I forgot to eat it, I would do it for like 30 min ago when I was back from shower.
Well brb.. alright I'm back now, took about 1-2 min. I was making the awareness thing, SAT technique. I have kind of forgot to make it today. I remember it when I was on the que at the store and performed it, looked around and was making reality check on text etc.
Oh well, gonna eat banana and drink water, and then in maybe 30 min I'm in bed, and hopefully I remember to make MILD.
Tomorrow (or well, today now) it's Friiiday! I'll go to my GF so, where I last week had no dreams at all, but the week before that had an LD. So, I'll see how my dreams will turn out this week there.
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Day #7
Day 7, a week have gone now?
oh well, today woke about 8-9am, supposed to wake up at 7am and do WBTB, but I failed. I was so tired that I went back to bed after putting alarm off, and fell asleep for 1,5 hour more.
Well, today I been with my friend. We took his car to the city at 11am, then we met the person that would give us tips about our union etc. Took us about 20 minutes.
Then went home to me, played around in illustrator where we tried create a logo for our union. It turned out kinda great but reminds of wikipedia logo kinda much and that reminds me of text.
So, we may try create a new logotype.
Then just been home chilling behind my computer, fixed some stuffs on my union website (and still works left).
Chatted with my friend, and with my girlfriend a small while.
Also watched done Vanilla Sky, I'd seen half the movie last weekend and saw the second half today. I didn't understand much really as it was kinda bored and I stopped to focus on it that much.
Today I almost forgot to make the SAT technique. I was aware for first time around 2pm maybe, when my friend went home and I was on my computer.
Second time I remember was maybe around 6pm. And third time around 10pm. So, atleast 3 times today! Much better than nothing at all.
Gonna go bed soon maybe. Time's soon 00:00, so latest I go bed is 01:00. Read More!
oh well, today woke about 8-9am, supposed to wake up at 7am and do WBTB, but I failed. I was so tired that I went back to bed after putting alarm off, and fell asleep for 1,5 hour more.
Well, today I been with my friend. We took his car to the city at 11am, then we met the person that would give us tips about our union etc. Took us about 20 minutes.
Then went home to me, played around in illustrator where we tried create a logo for our union. It turned out kinda great but reminds of wikipedia logo kinda much and that reminds me of text.
So, we may try create a new logotype.
Then just been home chilling behind my computer, fixed some stuffs on my union website (and still works left).
Chatted with my friend, and with my girlfriend a small while.
Also watched done Vanilla Sky, I'd seen half the movie last weekend and saw the second half today. I didn't understand much really as it was kinda bored and I stopped to focus on it that much.
Today I almost forgot to make the SAT technique. I was aware for first time around 2pm maybe, when my friend went home and I was on my computer.
Second time I remember was maybe around 6pm. And third time around 10pm. So, atleast 3 times today! Much better than nothing at all.
Gonna go bed soon maybe. Time's soon 00:00, so latest I go bed is 01:00. Read More!
Dream Journal #3
Not very great recall the previous days. Had an fragment today, failed to attempt WBTB. Oh well, more nights and dreams will come soon.
The fragment: I Was adding a plugin to my website, made by the company that sold the domain to me. It was a "funny" plugin that made up an sentence that it could change. I showed it to my girlfriend and she got mad because it said something about how she shall dress. I told her it wasn't that it meant, that it's built and shows up something else. Read More!
The fragment: I Was adding a plugin to my website, made by the company that sold the domain to me. It was a "funny" plugin that made up an sentence that it could change. I showed it to my girlfriend and she got mad because it said something about how she shall dress. I told her it wasn't that it meant, that it's built and shows up something else. Read More!
Day #6
Alright!
Today I slept (at home) from about 1am to 7am. And I forgot to make any kind of reality check or awareness.
Started off with going on the computer of course, checked if my domain name is connected to the webhotel, and WOHO it was! (and still is ofc).
Today I installed Wordpress on my website, it's blowing my mind how awesome and easy it is. Would take me weeks to learn and create stuffs like that usnig dreamweaver and other softwares.
I've been working with my Wordpress today, learned it at morning and daytime, checked out themes and then plugins etc.
Then now at evening I've start to fill in the website, information etc. Photos my friend been shooting I uploaded around daytime already, after installed a great plugin for that.
Today I started the SAT technique. I remembered it first time at around middle daytime. I was at the computer and I stopped everything what I was doing. I sat quite and still, listened to my surroundings, felt my hands around the mouse, tried to click on a button and noticed how it felt for my fingers. End of this, I made a reality check, watched on one of my alarmclocks (I got 2), looked away and watched again, no change. I plug my nose, but it made my mouth open so I kind of breath from my mouth. But closed it and re-tried, couldn't breathe and I stopped.
The next time I remember to make it, was about 3 hours later, at 3pm.
This time I did it similar, instead I had just been hyper and kinda shaked to a song, so I really felt my heart pumping when I stopped everything. Heard and felt the heartbeats very well.
Also I could remember one around 8-9pm, and that was kind of familiar as the other ones.
Done 3-4 awareness tests today.
Now I'm still fixing with my unions website, my friend just asked me on MSN of what's next that will be done. I wrote done the welcome page before I started write this post, now I may continue and then maybe around 00:00 - 01:00 I'm going bed. Read More!
Today I slept (at home) from about 1am to 7am. And I forgot to make any kind of reality check or awareness.
Started off with going on the computer of course, checked if my domain name is connected to the webhotel, and WOHO it was! (and still is ofc).
Today I installed Wordpress on my website, it's blowing my mind how awesome and easy it is. Would take me weeks to learn and create stuffs like that usnig dreamweaver and other softwares.
I've been working with my Wordpress today, learned it at morning and daytime, checked out themes and then plugins etc.
Then now at evening I've start to fill in the website, information etc. Photos my friend been shooting I uploaded around daytime already, after installed a great plugin for that.
Today I started the SAT technique. I remembered it first time at around middle daytime. I was at the computer and I stopped everything what I was doing. I sat quite and still, listened to my surroundings, felt my hands around the mouse, tried to click on a button and noticed how it felt for my fingers. End of this, I made a reality check, watched on one of my alarmclocks (I got 2), looked away and watched again, no change. I plug my nose, but it made my mouth open so I kind of breath from my mouth. But closed it and re-tried, couldn't breathe and I stopped.
The next time I remember to make it, was about 3 hours later, at 3pm.
This time I did it similar, instead I had just been hyper and kinda shaked to a song, so I really felt my heart pumping when I stopped everything. Heard and felt the heartbeats very well.
Also I could remember one around 8-9pm, and that was kind of familiar as the other ones.
Done 3-4 awareness tests today.
Now I'm still fixing with my unions website, my friend just asked me on MSN of what's next that will be done. I wrote done the welcome page before I started write this post, now I may continue and then maybe around 00:00 - 01:00 I'm going bed. Read More!
Dream Journal #2
I'd a fragment
The fragment: Anders Breivik was on Twitter answering questions. Read More!
The fragment: Anders Breivik was on Twitter answering questions. Read More!
Day #5
Once again, no recall..
After that college thing however, I went to the city that wasn't far away, and I ate an hamburger. Yeah, I'm addicted, been for a month now and kinda have to stop eat hamburger meal everytime I visit the city. It costs too much in the long run.
Today I woke about 7am, went to the bathroom for a pee, then back to bed where I layed until 8:30am. Went up, sat behind the computer, ate some lunch.
At 1:30pm I left my girlfriends home and I walked to the college (or whatever it is), we talked some there and I might have a chance to get into the university anyway, if not I can also take small courses.
However, I felt like not taking courses now as I might lose my contributions that I'm getting. Instead I put down my time on the university work sample (that I gave up as I thought the deadline was strict), and time to my union that I've started.
About the union, I finally got my domain working out. Problem was as I thought, that it was still info from the preivious time I'd the domain. But finally it's fixed after 4 days of waiting..
After that college thing however, I went to the city that wasn't far away, and I ate an hamburger. Yeah, I'm addicted, been for a month now and kinda have to stop eat hamburger meal everytime I visit the city. It costs too much in the long run.
Once done in city, headed home with the bus and then I've been behind my computer trying to connect the domain to the webhotel host, and of course I have to wait even more! Up to 48 hours it can take until my domain is fully connected to the webhotel host.
Also talked some with my girlfriend. Almost argued about something, as I'm worried for the future and want to help my girlfriend.
Well, then nothing much more of that, lately been playing around in illustrator trying to get ideas of a logo for my union. Might aswell view on the internet for inspirations.
Going to bed in maybe 1-3 hours, depends. Time will be around 0-2 am.
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Day #4
Today I woke up around 8am, and didn't recall any dreams as said in the previous post.
Ate some lunch and been on the computer.
Sorted some reclame/advertising paper that my GF got as weekend job, however she's gonna quit it, it's crappy salary. After that been on computer some hour more until around 6-7pm when me, my GF and my GF's mum went out to sort them all out, it took us almost 1 hour.
Then been bored sitting on the computer waiting for my GF to finish her games etc on the computer so we could get to shower.
Now been at shower and are back behind the computer.
Tomorrow at 2pm I'll meet a guy named Ola if I remember correct, on Komvux. It's a counselor for school, or whatever called in English. So I may start study again if I find it great.
And after that I'll get home a few days until Thursday/Friday when I probably going back to my girlfriend.
I've been here every weekend since start of 2012, as I met her at the new year day (31 dec 2011) Read More!
Ate some lunch and been on the computer.
Sorted some reclame/advertising paper that my GF got as weekend job, however she's gonna quit it, it's crappy salary. After that been on computer some hour more until around 6-7pm when me, my GF and my GF's mum went out to sort them all out, it took us almost 1 hour.
Then been bored sitting on the computer waiting for my GF to finish her games etc on the computer so we could get to shower.
Now been at shower and are back behind the computer.
Tomorrow at 2pm I'll meet a guy named Ola if I remember correct, on Komvux. It's a counselor for school, or whatever called in English. So I may start study again if I find it great.
And after that I'll get home a few days until Thursday/Friday when I probably going back to my girlfriend.
I've been here every weekend since start of 2012, as I met her at the new year day (31 dec 2011) Read More!
# Idea
Alright, I'd no dreams that I can recall so far. The idea (atleast how I have understanded) about writing up my days is to clear out my mind before going to sleep and maybe remind myself what I BEEN doing, and in case if I dream something that happened during the day (which I have detect my dreams sometimes are), I may find myself dreaming if I'm aware.
My idea though, is to read the previous day I been writing down at morning, to possible remember the dream!
I'll do that now and if I would remember anything, I will make an edit with it, if not, I will just keep this as it is. Read More!
My idea though, is to read the previous day I been writing down at morning, to possible remember the dream!
I'll do that now and if I would remember anything, I will make an edit with it, if not, I will just keep this as it is. Read More!
Day #3
Today I woke up like 9am or something. Ate some and went to the computer.
Around 11am I went home to buy 1 year of text message, as I got 200 kr as addition, available until Sunday, so had to take the chance. Been thru the city aswell and ate hamburger meal. Thought to buy some alcohol ciders, but instead I bought a new (cheap) mouse pad.
Then been at computer half the day, washing clothes etc with my girlfriend.
Watched 1 hour of the movie Vanilla Sky, I may keep watching another day as I got bored and felt to be on the computer again.
Still waiting for my domain name to work, I found out I mailed the customer service instead of support. I had sent message to the support but respond from customer service. Blah! So hopefully I get answer tomorrow and maybe they can work it out.
Now I'll have a shower, then be on computer a while more maybe, and then sleep I guess.
Nightzz Read More!
Around 11am I went home to buy 1 year of text message, as I got 200 kr as addition, available until Sunday, so had to take the chance. Been thru the city aswell and ate hamburger meal. Thought to buy some alcohol ciders, but instead I bought a new (cheap) mouse pad.
Then been at computer half the day, washing clothes etc with my girlfriend.
Watched 1 hour of the movie Vanilla Sky, I may keep watching another day as I got bored and felt to be on the computer again.
Still waiting for my domain name to work, I found out I mailed the customer service instead of support. I had sent message to the support but respond from customer service. Blah! So hopefully I get answer tomorrow and maybe they can work it out.
Now I'll have a shower, then be on computer a while more maybe, and then sleep I guess.
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Dream Journal #1
The fragment:
I was taking away dirt from my contact lenses, it was hard corns, like sand.
The dream:
I was on a computer, inside an IRC chat. I chatted with some of my old friends who I haven't been with in over 5 years. I had found a video posted by myself year 2005 on YouTube, the video had 500 000 views. It was somewhat random video where in the middle of the video I danced/shaked like crazy, and therefor reason to that much views I guessed.
That's kind of all I remember. I rememebered the fragment when I woke up, but the dream I could recall a couple of minutes later.
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Day #2
Still, I'm forgetting to make a reality check when I wake up, even if I tried meditate and told myself I would remember it. Well
Today I woke up 4am and thought of try WBTB but had hard falling back to sleep, but a while later I succeeded to fall asleep but not to project or anything. Woke up about 7am again after my dads girlfriends daughters daughter, that was running around in the house, a 3 year old girl or so? Super annoying!
After that, I went on to my computer ofc as always.
And after being on the computer, went to city where I ate a hamburger meal and then to my girlfriend (where I'm at right now).
We went to another part of the city where my GF bought a computer table (where I'm at right now) for us.
After that we was setting up the table and then sat behind the computer for hours.
After that, we watched a movie, for some hour ago.
Now I'm back at the computer.
I had no dream recalls at all today because of that kid and bad sleep or something, so that's why there was no dream journal today. Read More!
Today I woke up 4am and thought of try WBTB but had hard falling back to sleep, but a while later I succeeded to fall asleep but not to project or anything. Woke up about 7am again after my dads girlfriends daughters daughter, that was running around in the house, a 3 year old girl or so? Super annoying!
After that, I went on to my computer ofc as always.
And after being on the computer, went to city where I ate a hamburger meal and then to my girlfriend (where I'm at right now).
We went to another part of the city where my GF bought a computer table (where I'm at right now) for us.
After that we was setting up the table and then sat behind the computer for hours.
After that, we watched a movie, for some hour ago.
Now I'm back at the computer.
I had no dream recalls at all today because of that kid and bad sleep or something, so that's why there was no dream journal today. Read More!
Day #1
Today I woke up quite early, the previous days I used to wake up around 10am-11am, but today I woke right before 9am.
I started my laptop as I always use to do at the mornings, went on MSN, mIRC (a lucid dreaming channel I been at since I started with it), and Facebook ofc.
I kinda was on the computer all morning, day and afternoon.
One new thing I did on the computer though, was to create a compound/union with my IRL friend Mattias. To describe the idea simple, it's like a small hollywood, mediaproductions where we can team up together, for example musicians and film makers = musicvideo! Then spreading it on social media.
I bought a domain and webhotel, cheap ones with no binding times. But yet haven't been able to connect the domain name with the webhotel, but it will work tomorrow probably.
Right after bought the domain and webhotel, me and my friend Mattias went to the city to take photos, he was picking me up with his dads car. Once in city he was picking up his girlfriend, we all had systemcameras and took a few pictures around the city. Why we did this, was mostly for our new compound, even though my friend have very nice pictures he have been taking during the previous year that he have uploaded, but we want more pictures.
Well, we had no much ideas of what we would take photos on, so we took random ones that maybe didn't turn out very well. Ofc they're good, but would be cool with more professional which is hard to shoot.
That's about it.
Right now I'm writing this blog, I really wanted start it today because I wanted to tell that I started a compound and bought me a domain and webhotel. I'm excited about that. I kinda dislike to be coding websites, but I will try find template at the beginning, and make it clean and simple to start with.
But designing is quite so fun! but ofc, always need to know coding, and I just have had never any patience with coding in HTML/CSS. I do know some HTML and CSS, but it always use to be something wrong that drives me crazy.
Going to bed in maybe 15-60 minutes, goodnight! Read More!
I started my laptop as I always use to do at the mornings, went on MSN, mIRC (a lucid dreaming channel I been at since I started with it), and Facebook ofc.
I kinda was on the computer all morning, day and afternoon.
One new thing I did on the computer though, was to create a compound/union with my IRL friend Mattias. To describe the idea simple, it's like a small hollywood, mediaproductions where we can team up together, for example musicians and film makers = musicvideo! Then spreading it on social media.
I bought a domain and webhotel, cheap ones with no binding times. But yet haven't been able to connect the domain name with the webhotel, but it will work tomorrow probably.
Right after bought the domain and webhotel, me and my friend Mattias went to the city to take photos, he was picking me up with his dads car. Once in city he was picking up his girlfriend, we all had systemcameras and took a few pictures around the city. Why we did this, was mostly for our new compound, even though my friend have very nice pictures he have been taking during the previous year that he have uploaded, but we want more pictures.
Well, we had no much ideas of what we would take photos on, so we took random ones that maybe didn't turn out very well. Ofc they're good, but would be cool with more professional which is hard to shoot.
That's about it.
Right now I'm writing this blog, I really wanted start it today because I wanted to tell that I started a compound and bought me a domain and webhotel. I'm excited about that. I kinda dislike to be coding websites, but I will try find template at the beginning, and make it clean and simple to start with.
But designing is quite so fun! but ofc, always need to know coding, and I just have had never any patience with coding in HTML/CSS. I do know some HTML and CSS, but it always use to be something wrong that drives me crazy.
Going to bed in maybe 15-60 minutes, goodnight! Read More!
Presentation
About myself
My name is Emil, I'm 20 years old and lives in north of Sweden. I finished the upper highschool (Media program/education with graphics design) last year and since then been going small courses and searched for jobs. However, I might start study again (I got a meeting planned on Monday, so will see what courses they have).
Interests
Some of my interests are: Graphic design, photography, filming, motion graphics/visual effects, traveling, chilling and lucid dreaming.
My family, friends and love
I got a mum (Lena), dad (Stefan) and a sister (Erica). I live in my dads and his girls (she moved in some months ago) house, my mum lives in another city with a man she married for two years ago soon, my sister lives in the same city as my mum and she is studying and living with her boyfriend and her/their dog.
I got one IRL friend I use to be with, Mattias is his name, known him since I was 7 year old, met him at the school.
AND I have a girlfriend who's named Malin, I love her very much. She lives about 50 minutes of walking from me. I have been with her every weekend (Thursday or Friday, to Sunday or Monday) since the new year when I met her. Tomorrow (Friday) is next time I'll meet her, and be over the weekend.
Reason & goals with this blog
The reason why I even having this blog is because I heard on dreamviews that writing up in the end of the day about what I've been doing that day, will increase the recall of dreams. I also will keep this as a dream journal in case if dreamviews would be down/gone for some reason.
My goals are to write down my dreams here, and in the end of the day write down what I have been doing (just like a personal blog).
It might be that I wont write every day here, because my life can be stressy once I start study or work, and then I'll see how often I'll write here. But I'll try my best to keep motivation up and to remember.
In future I might design the blog and also edit this presentation post if needed. Read More!
My name is Emil, I'm 20 years old and lives in north of Sweden. I finished the upper highschool (Media program/education with graphics design) last year and since then been going small courses and searched for jobs. However, I might start study again (I got a meeting planned on Monday, so will see what courses they have).
Interests
Some of my interests are: Graphic design, photography, filming, motion graphics/visual effects, traveling, chilling and lucid dreaming.
My family, friends and love
I got a mum (Lena), dad (Stefan) and a sister (Erica). I live in my dads and his girls (she moved in some months ago) house, my mum lives in another city with a man she married for two years ago soon, my sister lives in the same city as my mum and she is studying and living with her boyfriend and her/their dog.
I got one IRL friend I use to be with, Mattias is his name, known him since I was 7 year old, met him at the school.
AND I have a girlfriend who's named Malin, I love her very much. She lives about 50 minutes of walking from me. I have been with her every weekend (Thursday or Friday, to Sunday or Monday) since the new year when I met her. Tomorrow (Friday) is next time I'll meet her, and be over the weekend.
Reason & goals with this blog
The reason why I even having this blog is because I heard on dreamviews that writing up in the end of the day about what I've been doing that day, will increase the recall of dreams. I also will keep this as a dream journal in case if dreamviews would be down/gone for some reason.
My goals are to write down my dreams here, and in the end of the day write down what I have been doing (just like a personal blog).
It might be that I wont write every day here, because my life can be stressy once I start study or work, and then I'll see how often I'll write here. But I'll try my best to keep motivation up and to remember.
In future I might design the blog and also edit this presentation post if needed. Read More!